Hello 2012!

Alright, so I've decided to post another blog entry today. I dunno, I just feel like it! Haha!

A lot had happen to me this 2011 though those things weren't exciting enough to be brag about. Lem'me start it with this. The year 2011 had been both good and bad for me.

Good in a way that I was able to patch things up in my life. I became mature, I think so. I was able to overcome the illness I had been suffering from since when I was a teener. Wanna know what that is? Haha! I used to self-pity a lot! I used to feel sorry for not looking pretty, for not being witty and a lot like that. I was able to think things through. I had been soul-searching since 10/05/2011, the day I resigned from my job. I thought I needed to quit job to give myself more time, for my family. And finally, after some time, I was able to realize that I don't have to be pretty to be loved. I just needed to love myself and that would be enough! Oh Gah! Why did it need couple of years before I realized that? Haha!

One of the good things that happened is that I've a lot of people. Before I quit taking in calls, there're a lot of newbies in our office that I got to know and passed on what I learned from my 1 year and 10 months experience about handling DSL connection issues.

Another thing is that I got a new job! Yeepee! Haha! I was hired before christmas! Although the training starts January 16, 2012, at least there's something to look forward to in the upcoming year! Haha!

Bad things that happened in 2011? I can't really think of those things clearly now that I became more optimistic about things in life. But if my memory serves me right, it's not really that bad but it's not that good either. I think it's me being so GAGA about this one guy. Beforehand, I treated him as an older brother but as we got to be close and knew each other well, I fell in love with the guy. He learned about it. He being my "kuya", he should've just pushed me away or just told me that the feeling's not mutual between us. Instead, he told me things that made me hope for something special. He did say "I love you" three times over chat in facebook. He would always make me feel like he liked me back. But on the latter part, I learned that he couldn't like me more than a friend from a friend of ours. That's just like a slap straight to my face. Anyway, I'm SO OVER him now! Hehe!

Things I look forward to in the coming 2012, there are actually a lot. I am hoping to write more stories, to finish my CE FFs that were left untouched! Haha!

Another thing I am expecting to happen next year is to go abroad. I really would like to work in Canada. Oh puh-lease! I badly want to go out the country and work! *sigh*

Please 2012 be good to me and all the people I love so dearly! :p

Happy New Year everyone!

xoxo!