broken-hearted! :(

S.H.E.'s Ella Chen has been rumored to get married with her boyfriend for months now.

On the 26th, Ella surprised her fans and posted on her micro-blog, "Holding hands, Cherishing the moment, I am really lucky! Yes, I am....finally getting married...Rumors of me getting married have been circulating for quite a while now, thank you everyone for your support ~ I am happy to announce ~ We are really going to get married this year hope that everyone will find true love , and take advantage of each other, take care of each other! Day 4 of New Year. Happy New Year! "

Netizens were happy for Ella and commented, "Congratulations!", "You're finally getting married!", "When's the big day?".

Photo & Source: Ella's QQ Weibo

-> Now, I am going to sleep with a heavy heart. I really dreamed of Ella and Chun to end up together, just like all the other CE Angels out there but I think I just need to accept the reality that it's Alvin Lai who Ella had been in love with and will be getting married to! Sigh!

xoxo! (with tears dripping down my eyes T_T)

Demotivated!

Now, after reading an article about Ella's plans getting married soon, I just felt like I don't know how will I write CE FF's anymore. I'ts like, I've always dreamed of Ella ending up with Chun but with that, I think it's too impossible. Sigh! I just hope Ella would be happy, I still love her anyway.

The article I've read was from kimuchi08's blog! :p

xoxo!

E C H O

Posted Chapter 3 in Wing for my story ECHO just now. It's a Rated chapter though. I don't know if people are still reading my story. But the heck, I still want to write CE FF's. It's my way of relaxing and drifting off into my own world of imagination.

Things are kinda difficult to handle for me now. I have started my training in Telus and it eats up most of my time. I have a few friends from my co-trainees. However, I'm not that really comfortable with a lot of them. I don't know, maybe it's just me but I think that class is too boring, unlike when I was still training back in Teleperformance. Anyhow, I can careless. I wanted to get a job and that's what I applied for. I can't be too choosy.

xoxo!

New Stories!

So, I actually am doing two CE fanfics now. I hope I can manage both of them. Haven't posted the other one in Winglin though. But here are the posters I've made for both.

 The latest CE FF that I am writing...

Title: HALF ALIVE

Starring: Chun & Ella

Genre: Romance/Comedy/Drama

Here are the three posters I've made for my CE Fanfic which is currently on-going and posted in Wing!

Title: ECHO

Starring: Chun & Ella

Genre: Romance/Comedy/Drama

Rated: Rated M

Hana Kimi!

I really am missing Hana Kimi Taiwan a lot! I wanted to re-watch Hana Kimi all over again! Haha! But knowing me, I settled for less. So here are some HK MV that I've been watching! hehe!

Zen Me Ban of S.H.E.

My Personal Angel of Tank

Dong Le of Tank

Now, I am so inspired. I really love Hana Kimi! CE FTW! These 3 vids flooded my mind with ideas! haha!

xoxo!

A Best Friend!

What's the real meaning of the word "Best Friend"? How to be a "Best Friend"? Is there any criteria one should meet before he/she could be called as such? How many best friends can one have?

I don't know what urged me typing this entry right now. I guess, I'd blame this for not having my best friend around for a long time right now. She grew to be fond of going somewhere without me, unlike our college days.

Before, we used to hang out at some random place right after class. On our white uniform, we're going on our comfort place, a place only the two of us enjoyed sharing, a place that no one would ever understand why we loved hanging out there. We even picked our own name for it, "Hatenhara"!

How can lives change so much? I mean, few years ago, our lives seemed connected. It seemed God had really planned us meeting and being best of friends. How can two girls, which dreamed the same dream, dreamed together and fought too hard to achieve those goals just separate their own ways in just a snap?

I so damn miss the good ol' days! But even how much I longed for that person to be back, for that person to realize that I am still here, if she isn't comfortable and happy about it anymore, then she won't do as such! I just so miss my best friend, my sister. We used to say we're "Sisters by Choice". Now, where did the hell that go?

I guess I just have to move on with my life and shake this off. I can't really do anything about it, anyway. It's her choice for detaching me in her life. I think, somehow this is somewhat my bad. There was a time that I totally forgot about her either. Guess it's pay back time for her.

Anyways, life must go on. I'll live it to the fullest and won't sulk about people or things that aren't really for me and won't fit in my life anymore.

Drama much for the first weekend of 2012? Teehee!

Cheer up! xoxo! Much love! Muwah!

Tangled!

It's all now tangled up! And it's just great! One of my favorite singer of all time, Mandy Moore has got to be with my crush Zachary Levi all over again! I just can't wait for Tangled Ever After, a short film after their first collaboration Tangled... This is just so exciting! :p

xoxo!